Apati - Kemisk Kärlek

Kemisk kärlek
Chemical love
(Written by Obehag)

The dark thunderclouds which has surrounded me
Ever since I was a little kid
Has now started to move
The heaven opens up and the sun is looking down
Yet I can not see any light
The warm and strong rays the sun sends to me
Are filtered off by my apathic brain
I'm thinking for myself:
You could as well be the man in the moon
Gray and dull, cold and dead
Now when I think about it,
We have alot in common, you and me
We are both on the backside of the lord
Devoid of life, devoid of hope
Only a lifeless shell that's waiting...
Waiting for the sun to turn into a big red giant
And devour us together with Mr. Tellus
And its rudely happy braindamaged inhabitants
My only rescue from my depraved soiled life
Is you.. you make me happy
To just be near you makes me all shaky
Of joy and love
I'm snorting a line
And you enter through my nose and gives me reason
You illuminate this void I'm in
And for awhile I'm actually happy
But only for everything to be washed away
By a murderous tsunami without inhibitions
Everything is deserted and my head has suffered
A severe blow... Lonely I get to lie in this inferno
But it's OK, honey
Within a couple of hours you'll get to fill my head
With hopes about a bright future once again
But right now I need to rest